Saturday, June 24, 2006

Stony Saturday

Haiz... Baby is on duty today at the stadium for NDP. So it is a lonely saturday for me... Gonna paint another small part of my room since i'm kinda free... Or else my dad is going to come after me soon. Haiz... Sch starting in 2 days time, feel like shit man... reali reali dun wan to go back to wk. How to stop this sucky feeling? Just read a fren's blog. she said something abt human being letting themselves to b hindered and burdened by things of the world instead of letting God take control. Is this so? Can i not be affected by what's happening to me and my surroundings and jus let God take over? I guess it takes alot alot of faith to be able to do so. So where's my faith? Where's that passion and fire which i used to haf gone to? Haiz... my bosses share the same faith as me but their actions and speech are disgusting. Actually in the first two yrs teaching at this place, i was putting all these shit behind me and pushing on with faith. But being in such a situation for so long makes me lose heart and faith. But what to do? im bonded by a 2 yrs contract that haven even started. Argh.... there is nothing i can do.... Nothing.... NOTHING.... Suffer in silence.... Suffer.....

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 12:52 PM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Haiz...

Back to wk today... Argh... Hate it 2 the core. my sis was telling me i sld take a break cos i reali look like i dread and hate going to wk very much. Do i dislike my job? Do i detest the children? Have i lost my passion for the job? Hmm.... i guess not. i like my colleagues, the children and my passion is still in teaching young children. those who knows me sld know who are those that affects my working attitude. Really dun like the way they handle things, deal wif ppl and lie all day. Why? God pls help me see past all these and let it not affect me and my walk with you, Amen.

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 8:23 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Nite's Off...

baby got his nite off last nite. went to meet him at Lot 1 yesterday and saw lots of his army buddies. I was shocked cos i din expect so many "audience" at our little date. as usual, lots of teasing and laughing from his frens but still they are ok ppl. only one guy left a very deep impression. he was quite big sized and kinda nasty. he was like "medic this, medic that" and it is obvious that he wasn't happy wif baby being a medic. Firstly, dear din choose which vocation to go to, he was posted to the medic sch. Secondly, a medic is much needed in a platoon or company. just last week, after the ndp firework thingy, a guy injured his head and after attending to the wound, dear says that he needed medical help. But the guy wanna go home instead of going back camp so alrighty, off he went back. Guess wat? that guy is now in hospital for wound inflammation. First Aid is very important and why don't these brainless men see it? without medics, they can be putting themselves in risk if anything happen. Everyone has a duty and every duty has different respondsibilites. Baby din choose to slack and do nothing but his in charge gave him nothing to do. If he go and do things that are out of his boundaries, tongues will wag and he will be in high profile meaning high tendency of making enemies bcos he KPO, spoil market, curry favour and so on. So Big Sized Guy, what sld be done? If you are still pissed, go to the RSM and complain till you drop dead and die. See what you can do to change anything.... Asshole....

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 11:06 AM

Speech Therapy....

Went TTSH yesterday for my throat checkup. the doc did scope on me, putting the scope thru my nose and into my throat. And then i sneezed right into the doc's face! Hee... i was very apologetic but he says it's ok, he called it occupational hazard. Ppl always sneeze into him. After the check, he said my vocal cords are ok but my tonsils are quite big. suspect that my hoarse voice might be due to my sensitive nose or allergy or gastric problem. So now, i'm treated for all the above and then speech therapy is a must. be doing an allegy test on my review. Haiz... but wat to do, it is for the best of my voice... i reali sound like a old granpa, all my long time no see frens are shocked when they hear me voice when we meet on the streets. they will say "you having a bad sore throat ah?", "yo shout at yr students everyday?". Quite embarassing cos i'm not having a bad throat neither do i shout at my students alot. A bad voice isn't attractive anyway... So i guess i'll be good and listen to the HANDSOME doc...

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 10:54 AM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Last week of holidays

Haiz.... Sch starting next week and this week we teachers need to be back in sch to do some cleaning up and preparing for lessons. Hate it... Hate it... i guess im reali tried of wking and studying at the same time. It's KILLING ME!!! But do i haf a choice? NO.... so just slogging thru another 4 or 5 modules and im done with htis dip course.... looking forward to that...
Baby booked out on Sat and got Mon off so we spend everyday together. Hee... Sat we had a dinner with my family to celebrate fathers' day and then went to his place to play PS2. We watched "Cars" for a second time on Sun and "RV" on Mon.... Baby and i reali enjoyed "Cars" very much, its "FANTASTIGI"! Haa... Actually on Sun we were loitering ard town lor... haa... our best buds were at church camp in M'sia so no frens o hang out with. After the "Cars" movie, we went for a very nice dinner at Fish Co to sort of celebrate his birthday. Mon was just hanging out at bishan and watching "RV". the movie was entertaining and funny. After that, we went to buy some household neccessities. Baby wanted to get all the stuff at NTUC but i insisted on going to the Cheap Cheap shops at the bishan ctrl. So we managed to get all the things at a much much much cheaper price. Hee.... Im feeling like a housewife alreadi.... Haa..... Did cleaning up of his room and baby packed his bag for camp again.... another week in army... haiz.... me not quite getting used to it still.... want him to be with me everyday.... im a sticky tape!!!

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 11:05 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Haiz.....

Cancelled... Cancelled... Cancelled... Cancelled... Cancelled....
Baby's bday surprise celebration is cancelled. His pc tell him that this sat the whole platoon need to help pack NDP's goodies bags. Argh... So no choice cancel lor... Haiz... Been looking forward to this tiny break. reali need a break from studying and working... But it is not baby's fault so i dun want to make him feel bad abt tis... Anyway, it is his celebration so he sld feel worse than me. I will make him feel better this weekend... I will and i must... it is his birthday and such things need to happen... My poor baby must be devasted.... Argh!!! I don't know what to say.... I try to make the celeration highly enjoyable and purely relaxing for him because he is spending his birthday in camp... Angry lor... Angry with the army... Sad.... Sad for dear.... Disappointed.... For the both of us.... I MUST MAKE THIS WEEKEND REALLY SPECIAL FOR HIM! IT'S A MUST!

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 10:12 PM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Yet another survey results...

Gee... i guess i'm hooked on all these survey thingy. Kinda interesting... though not all of them turn out to be close to my character, but there are a few that can be quite freakily true. Here's another one...

You are a right brained in love
Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 2:33 PM

So Freakily True...

I just did a survey on my personality and this is the results... And it's so true... Freaky...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You can be calm and quiet ocassionally but not for long.

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 1:10 AM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Bored

I'm so bored man... it is not that i dun haf things to do but it is just that im too lethargic to do anything. Or sld i say too lazy to start on anything. Haiz... it is already the 2nd week of my precious 1 month holiday but i barely did anything... I got to tidy up my room big time, do assignments but i jus dun feel like it. God please help me get out of this sleep/lethargic mode....

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 11:44 PM

Monday, June 05, 2006

Gluttony is a Sin!

What a weekend i had wif baby... As usual, we enjoyed each other's company alot on the weekends. As you know, army man only haf weekends off and both of us cherish alot our weekends together. But we realised something... WE EAT TOO MUCH!!! All along baby needs a feeding every two hours just like a real newborn baby. The thing is that i dun eat alot when i'm alone but wif baby beside me, i sort of get influenced by him. BUT, most of the time, i take a few bites and he finishes watever is left. So it is not surprising to know that he gained a few kilos after his BMT but thank God, i lose some weight. Hee... Below is just a brief description of what we ate (if i remembered correctly):

Fri(4pm-10pm) for barely 6hrs, we ate all these glorious food
1 plate of fried guo tiao
1 bowl of dried mushroom minced meat noodle
1 can of wintermelon drink
2 bowls of chendol
2 packet of papadum
2 cha siew bao
1 fried pork dumpling (something like a fried bao)
1 medium coke
1 big Gulp of coke
1 old chang kee fish ball
1 old chang kee spring roll
1 old chang kee squid head
1 old chang kee squid wing

Sat
2 bowls of laksa
1 packet of nanchos and cheese
1 mango smoothie (this is really good. At Bugis Junction, Rocky's Mango Tango)
1 bottle of coke lime
1 can of rootbeer
1 can of green tea

1 can of wintermelon drink

1 can of lemon tea

1 glass of honey lemon

1 glass of Ribena

3 Subway chocolate chip cookies
1 plate of hor fun
1 plate of dark fried carrot cake

Sunday
We felt so sinful, we stayed at home most of the time to play PS2 and took only lunch and dinner without snacking.... The ice creams we took after dinner is considered desserts right? Hmmm.....

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 12:23 AM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Drillllllllllllingggggggggggggg...........................

My house is undergoing some renovation and the drilling is driving me crazy.... the dust is making my nose run and i'm getting sick of sneezing.... Ah Choo.... Think i'll escape by running away with my prince charming... Off to shopping again! Sayonara...

Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 11:41 AM

Over the moon...

Yipee... today baby book out early so we got the time to catch a movie and shop ard. we went to catch "Over the Hedge" as he promised and i reali enjoyed the show.... I adore Hammy so much, "I can burp my ABC's". He's so cute... I may be a little too old to be going crazy over cartoons but i cant help it.... that why dear always call me a small gal. Hee... And yes, we went shopping as well. baby persuaded me into buying a pair of OP shorts as i'm always not buying things for myself... This is true though. I'm always at the mens department looking for baby's things and once i find something i like, i'll buy it. But when it comes to buying for myself, i'll tink of many things like whether i can get that at a cheaper place, will i wear it often or does it go with my style and lotsa other qns... Haiz... I can be quite wishy washy so dear always get angry with me for not pampering myself.... Then baby will go get those stuff that i wan for me secretly. So sweet rite??? Hee... Anyway, i reali wish that his leave will be approved so that we can enjoy his little b'day celebration. I'm reali looking forward to it... If not, i'll spend the extra bucks at the GSS! Women are just born shopping queens!