Tried to slp but cant so i got up to use the pc. Too many things on my mind. Everything seems to be stuck in my brain. Bad habit fr young i guess... I worry abt things before i slp. I think abt things before i slp. I even recollect on my memories before i slp. Keke... Maybe bcos of the peace of nite therefore i think alot before i slp. For the past few weeks, i cant slp well. Been tossing and turning alot b4 i can fall asleep and when i do fall asleep, i dream of weird dreams. By the time i wake up, it seems like i haf nv fall asleep. My physical body has rested but not my mind/brain. Haiz... Lately, i started to realise i'm losing my old self. No more "raraness", craziness or positiveness. All these seemed to haf left me. I used to dream abt my future but now they seem far and distant. It feels like the future (marriage, kids, house), which i haf dreamt and wanted so much, is not gonna come. I'm tired... drop dead tired... swallowed by the world. The world which i hate so much.... so much....
Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 12:53 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Work work more work
Haiz... my holidays seems to be slipping away real fast. Next week, i gonna go back to wk and the following week wil be the new sch yr. And now i'm stil busy rushing out the children's portfolios. Cant seems to enjoy my last days of holi in peace. Gotta go do my work now, tml is the deadline and i still haf a mountain of folios not written. Keke...
Posted by SunKissDewDrop at 10:43 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
Yoyo....
Hi frens, sorry for being away for so long... been busy wif the Bridging Prog. it was a very good experience and it is so different fr wat i do in DSK. Less wksheet more hands on, games and craftwk. the only thing i dun enjoy was the dist i haf to travel to wk every morning. it is quite a dist though the bus takes e expressway and the travelling time is ard 40-35mins. I jus hate takin e bus during e mad morning rush hour. Argh... Packed like sardines every morning. Though the pro has ended, it doesnt mean i'm free. I got 16 reports to rush out by tis fri. Killer man.... But wat to do? Guess my holidays r reali burnt. But at least i enjoyed myself. actually i dread the end of holidays. I jus simply hates the start of sch. HATE IT TO THE CORE!!! Haiz... Do i haf a choice?