Sometimes i really wonder how cld i live without baby... "How cld i live without u? I want to know. How cld i breathe without u? If u ever go. How cld i ever ever survive?" Haa... Luckily you guys cant hear me sing. my voice is horrible... Dear really mean alot to me. He being in the army and i being in a shitty job is really hard for us. But i guess he made things better and i made things better for him too. He wld do alot of sweet things to really make my day so that i can move on. He wil call me early in the morning to jus say a word of encouragement or a short prayer when he actually can be caught and booked for doing so. When we meet on weekends, he make sure that he spends most of his time with me. we are together for more than 3yrs but he still gives me the tingling feeling when he hold my hand or kiss me. it feels like we are still in the honeymoon period. hee... we are still very much in love. though nothing on this earth is forever, i cherish what we haf right now and we both want it to be forever and that's more than enough for me. So after this yr, both of us gonna wk hard on saving for marriage. 2007 will be a time of saving and scrimping and staying home. I can't wait!!!