Been reali busy tis week cos baby had alot of off days. He was back in camp for only 1 day tis week and so we went out everyday after wk. Jus went 4 my second therapy today and doc say things aint that gd cos i din improve fr the last time she heard me. Wonder how she remember how i sounded like when she meet so many patients a day? but anyway, she was toying with the idea of sending me for another scope test but this time round by my throat not my nose. the previous scope experience wasnt that gd. if you can remember, i sneezed rite into the doc so this time, im afraid that i'll puke into the doc. Ha... trying to be more positive abt things man. Cos i'm reali not happy hearing wat the doc say. Who wants to be seeing a doc for long term? Haiz.... What to do? No choice leh... See how my review goes on the 20th lor. hope it's good news.... Tok abt more cheerful things lah.... it's been a while seen i and dear spend more time together so tis few days of off are reali good. though i got to work, we stil managed to go for movies and cycling and makan for the past few days... we were talking alot abt our fond past memories at various places and we haf lots of good laughs. I reali wish to keep a diary or photo album or something like that to record all our memories so when we grow old, we can still remember what we did when we were young and dating. Maybe can share wif our kids and grandchildren ya. Haa.... Reali wish dat he's the one i can spend the rest of my life wif. He's the One...