me jus got a haircut. chopped off at least half my lenght. the lady kept asking wheter i'm sure that i wanna do that. Yes i did and now my hair is like shit... Lou says it looks like a boy, my bro say it sucks. So ya lor... wat to do, only can wait for it to grow... my hair grow real fast so no worries. mus console myself mah... I was pretty blessed today. one side of my contact lens was sort of spoilt so i went to the optical shop to get one side of it. Den the guy gave it to me free! i wasn't patronising the shop for the past 2 yrs and yet the guy was nice enough to give it to me free. I was actually intending to go back to my usual optical shop but they r closed for renovation. So i guess to repay that guy, i will patronise their shop instead. their pricing is slightly steeper but service is good. they can remember that i was burnt on my 21st birthday and always tease me abt it. See? they can remember their customers so well (somemore i not regular). Today is also the first time i went for my kickboxing class. I haf been missing it as i was sick the past weeks. the class is reali fun. my muscles are aching very Very VERY badly now but i still like the class. it was like i was fighting my troubles and burdens all away. what a way to end my weekdays and start my weekends. i was imagining dat b*tch and b*st*rd faces when i was punching and kicking away. feel so shiok lah.... hee... the instructor also very nice lor... Me trying to focus on all the positive things now cos there are reali too much of shitty bad things for me to bear. it's still going on everyday but i try my very best to push it aside. Call me a turtle if u haf to. Cos i'm reali tired and sick of trying to find a solution or even a reason to tell myself why all these are happening. Cos they are happening for no rhyme and reason. dat is how ridiculous those ppl and their shitty nonsense are.