Dad asked me something funny yesterday. " Yi ah, why all the so called pastors who are able to throw bible verses at anytime, anywhere are mainly hypocrites?" Hmm... what a timely question.... rite at tis time when i myself is having doubts. i told my dad it is the same as those annynomous good samaritians. Ppl who are truely good rarely claim fame or credits for what they do. Neither do they kept saying why they do good or how they do good. They jus do it cos they noe it's rite. Those ppl dat my dad mention are ppl who wants fame for themselves. They kept saying how they do good or why they do good but rarely, they do things that are good. Similarly, there are such ppl in the christian community. Why are such ppl catching the eyes of the pre believers? It is the same reason as why the black sheep stands out among the white sheeps. Haiz... sad rite? but this is true... Then i shared with dad a story that i once heard in a semon. Got a shock myself that i cld actually shared with him on something religious. Maybe this is an opportunity.... Actually, i'm feeling pretty bad now. been alot of backstabbing at my wkplace. backstabbed by ppl that i see every sunday. Ahem... some of u might haf gotten wat i trying to say. badly injured now cos i nv thot that they wld do such things. Cant say much here... Haiz.... I haf to say it is affecting my walk with Christ but wat can be done? Focus... Focus on Him... Try....